what is the value of writing when I am still raw? I thought I had finally caught the golden ring and when I looked in my hand there was nothing. Only my own illusions and the story I made myself believe. Do you do that? Do you think you are in a relationship or a partnership only to find out it was only real for you. I tell my patients over and over...suffering is caused when your illusions hit on reality and something has to give.

I often describe myself as a dork and you were looking for proof I could have a sizeable bundl